Friday, November 22, 2013

Liar, liar

I am such a liar.  I want to do better, but for some reason I don't.  I have eaten meat...on two occasions.  I want to change my lifestyle.  The crazy thing is that I have done it before. I want to be comfortable in my skin again.  I am so very uncomfortable.  My belly hangs over my pants, I can't fit my clothes any longer....people ask me if I'm expecting and I HATE that!!!  I just feel as though my eating and my obese body are going on a downward spiral.  I'm beginning to hate what I see in the mirror.  It seems so easy to rectify...why am I having such a hard time?  I'm 42. I'm fat.  I need help.

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